Fresh scents touch my skin
A feeling that takes me in
Putting my soul at ease
Yet a feeling that doesn't please
Confusion evokes a mind distress
There's gotta be something I miss
I keep rising and falling, in vain
Thinking this will stop the pain
I can't define what is missing here
Love is on my side, yet there's fear
I'm afraid a day might come true
The day I will have to stop thinking of you
on Thoughts
on Thoughts
Begging and Pleading
With a heart bleeding
sunrise is sunset
I cannot fake it
Lies are spread
your heart I misled
Rumors are true
I'm not in love with you
I just need to hate
The thing I did create
The feelings of lust
Are now buried with dust
I am who I am
I always seem to sham
I'm a chaotic mind
With love and hate combined
Words of non-sense
State of stupid defense
But may I tell you this?
A feeling I suppress
I'm a liar, I'll say it thorough
Hate me but, I'll still be loving you
I drink that cup of coffee alone..thoughts keep lingering in me invading my mind with cruelty.
Shadows of the night consuming my skin, leaving me so old, yet I'm somehow young
I left that black hole in his heart, not knowing it would hurt me the same way
I ended up being distracted, even by the slightest things I think of
It wasn't love, it was never meant to be like this..
I guess I was taken down by emotions
Does it have to hurt this way?
Being dragged by this love,or by that body's embraces?
Since when do I miss that feeling?? the lonely hearts' caresses.
I can't seem to have enough of this, even if it was just a stupid big lie
Sometimes lies are the best things that could happen to us, with denying what they are
I miss you..I can't believe I'm saying it..I just wish none of this was ever true
Since the moment you told me you loved me..I was already falling in love with you
on Thoughts
I'm just like her..screams unheard, tears unshed, laughs of nonsense.
I hear myself, and she hears me, a world went down and been chained by pretense
I talk and smile and I giggle, but alas, no one hears what I ever say
I walk and scream and I cry, running in streets I become astray.
I'm like that voiceless puppet, there's no use of looking at my face.
Just a scary face, with a fake smile..yeah that's me...the fake
Voiceless, no moving, silent is such a friend to me and that doll
Scars, cracks here and there, perfections are what makes me whole
Look at these black eyes, there's nothing you'd find
a heart on my sleeve I wear, scars are hidden inside
Let that go, I'll never break free, it's just a useless try
She's my friend, the one that listens without asking me why
In between the fights
and the struggle of the soul
I need you
In between the love we share
the words said here and there
I need you
The secrets we tell with no fright
of being lonesome till eternity
I need you
The hugs, the kisses and the smiles
The unspoken words, the passion burned
I hear you
Imaginary touches, caresses and lust
The fit of the spaces between our fingers.
We daydream
Reveries of this burnt love, we tremble
warm snuggles, withdrawing shivers
We daydream
I love you's are till the end of time
Passion is just between him and I
I need you,
I hear you,
let's daydream forever,
because I love you

