I failed to write. It's been a month and half. I can't write something understandable nor satisfying.
All I get are lines and lines and lines, put together with nonsense. And never make a real poem.
I'll have to list them here, which is all I can do for now..

-We dance, and though we shatter still, we dance..
-Even the moon is a chameleon.
-Me; A schizophrenic. You; a capricious. And our dreams are whimsical.
-It was just a dream; a fragile dream-let go of me..
-A thought; juvenile, wrinkled by a tantalizing fantasy, elapsed to misfortunes.
-You; The aftermath.
-Winter protested.
-Hope was paralyzed.

And that's all I have in mind.

--What is your favorite color? -Crimson (And Lilac too)
--What do you want to be when you grow up? -Different.
--Do you believe in God and life after death? -Definitely.
--What matters to you? -People.
--Who are your bestest friends? -Esraa and Hagar.
--What is your favorite number? -Zero for new beginnings.
--Which of your friends have heard you sing the most? -I guess Esraa.
--Do they think you’re good? -We're all good in one way or another.
--Can you recall your last dream? -A horrific one with chasing and guns.
--What scares you the most? -My life.
--Do you envy anyone? -Not really envy.
--Are you usually late, early, or right on time? -Early
--When was the last time you told someone honestly how you felt about them? -Today.
--What do you think is the hardest thing for you to give up? -Addiction.
--Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heart break or have never loved before? -The second.
--What was the highlight of your 2009? -RTVW, my friends and my change.
--Do you lead people on just to get your way? -Not really.
--What’s your favorite horror movie? -Emily Roze (And Mirrors)
--Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste? -Wet. Grrr..
--Where did you go on your first airplane ride? -Move to UAE.
--What’s your favorite type of music? -Mostly rock.
--Who did you meet in 2009 that you will not forget for years to come? -Nada and Engi
--Do you put butter before putting the peanut butter on? -lol?
--Are you afraid of the dark? -Usually no.
--Are you a giver or a taker? -Can I be both? Yes, I'm both.
--Are you sarcastic? -Only with some people.
--Do you think you are physically strong? -Barely.
--Who was the last person you arm-wrestled with? -That happened long, long time ago.
--Are you a good singer? -Some people say I am, but I barely sing in front of public.
--Honesty or compassion? -Honesty.

Stumbling,
words are falling-
I didn't mean to say it..

Obscure
those tempestuous emotions
You could've just let go.

Absolution-like thoughts
-to the star dust-
flew,
I was pulled down.

I shattered..

I liked this:

Yo estoy en contra de mí
cuando estoy contra cualquiera.
Porque cualquiera soy yo
como si yo no lo fuera

Translation:
I am against me
when I'm against anyone
For whoever I am
As if I were not


Getting anything?

This is just a thing to do in the blog.

"A hero is no braver than an ordinary man, but he is brave five minutes longer."
Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Just thought I'd share.
Happy 2010 everyone!

I only cried once in my whole life while writing something, 4 years ago. It was too personal to my heart that I couldn't stop. This is the second personal thing that I count. Although this time it made me smile [:

1-The colossal oceans.
2- A full moon could never burn alone.
3- Your lustful beauty.
4-The echoes of your existence scatter my everything.
5-Spring moments in Autumnal days.
6- Smile of the chameleon.
7- The telltale.
8-A book, never completely finished.
9- A flicker of light.
10- The chimera of dancing in a masquerade.
11-The pirouette.
12- Fatigued eyes running after a memory invisible.
13- Memory-painted pictures are ever indelible.
14-Prayers before the aurora.
15-Death is never too far.


Inspired~