I traced the shadows of yesterday
only to find your footprints
engraved on my heart-
I still remember you.

I watch the day fade to night,
breathing an old love I could not visualize;
perhaps a mere picture of a hazy dream-

ambiguity ...


10:35 PM.

Please don't give me broken dreams
yet ask me to fix them;
I'm anything but a dreamer.

I trod the shards of memories
-yours and mine-
and let my two feet hemorrhage,
Staining the visions of yesterdays.
(Dear, they're a wreck)

Satisfied?

This ambiguity is never-ending
You're a foe to my pretending
(I don't love you)

Some things are better left unsaid
and I'm nothing..
but a coward.

You are the reason to my unreason..

Written 27th of October.09. 10:03 PM.
"Too late to notice my existence, I've already faded to the darkest you can see" -Me.

My senses are tangled with disbelief, as you blurt with nonsensical apologetic words. Like a shell exasperating the waves of the sea, I fall smash-hearted; gashed.
"I don't believe in love"

You beseech me for believing, yet leer me for those lies I painted upon your sickening skin-I'm inflicted with love's curse.
"I never lied"

You're like a riddle, idiotic once solved..or perhaps a labyrinth? I never believed in you anyway..
I caress your heart with my sword, you slay my senses with your cruelty; a massacre.
"You're imbecile"

I carry the remnants of my crumbled world and forget that, for one moment, you loved me.
You leave..too.
"I never believed in love..it's cliché.."



I just wanted to write something with this title :) call it a poem, or not.
Written October 13th.09 9:40 PM

Yesterday you were a memory
But never a possibility ..


--Thank you ...

When you wake up-tonight..
remember the shimmer of the stars,
the stardust,
the zephyr that used to
hit your face with tenderness
-when I'm with you-

Remember the promise that you made
when you told me:
"I promise to forget you"
just when I kissed the air goodbye;
leading myself to thorny lanes.

Remember..
the day we met
is the day we parted
just like a glimpse-
we were a silhouette

so please..
when you remember me,
drown your scowls-yet..
remember to forget.


--Somewhere between trying to remember and remembering, you just need to let go..
*Just a silly thought*