My presence is your sickness
As you walk out the door
You confound me
With your diabolic
acts,
And talks,
-I howl like a psycho-
I cry obtusely
I'm the misdeed
that lies at the end
of an alley
in a dirty puddle.
I'm the pang
In the soldier's wound
But not the scream
that demonstrates
cowardliness..

I thought we
were two
-invincible power-
Combined together
Beneath the wings of
Love

Then again I watch
the hue
Fading in the gardens
I was mistaken..
With the delusions they
filled me of

I see children
Playing in the playground
Their smiles make me cry
As if my tears are their shelter..
As if their smiles are war inside of me
And gardens are heaven's miracles

I hold the tears in my eyes-
I embrace you, but I can't,
I smile for the kids but they won't
My salvation has become my exile
My garden is just another dream that lies..
And then I'm the invisible..
NOT the invincible.


Written today 12th of March, 1:15 P.M (YES in college hehe)

Written for a challenge in my poetry club =)
It's supposed to be describing (me) the old woman sitting in the garden, with her imagination or what she sees

You..
are the savior
to my thoughts
Yet, you-
like a dying butterfly-
Lie down on the floor,
Unable to save yourself..

You twit me..
For not holding on..
To a life worth fading,
Yet you die on

We are two different reasons
You die because you were never loved
I die because I never could..
And we have the
same ending


I was just trying to write some free verse..I don't know if this went well or not.
Anyway it still isn't a poem.

It's when the stars stop shining
And the fake twinkle's poisonous
It's when tears stop falling..
and your heart is no longer tenacious

it's when colors are no longer colored
And paintings no longer give you the relief
It's when purple dies and red is the slayer
Your colored life will be the saddening grief

It's when the sea loses it's fishes,
And it's blue color turns to gray
It's when poets lose inspiration
and words they can no more portray

Here I cry in silence..missing the parts of me
There you live a life..that's what you need
My questions remain unanswered, open wounds leave a scar
Yet you never tried to reach me, and I'm lost in finding where you are..

Where were you-
When the sun stopped shinning,
And the moon faded to black?

Where were you-
when the ships stopped sailing,
And the hearts lost their track?

Where were you-
When happiness lost it's way to us,
And love didn't know how to lead?

Please answer me..
Where were you-
When my life was fading away,
And a thousand times I had to plead?

You resided in me..
yet you never existed
You died in me..
and it hurt like you possessed..

So tell me..
Where exactly were you??

Lately I've been seeing people so down and in a very depressing state..they've been hallucinating with some stupid quotes that don't make any sense.

-"Why do all bad things happen to good people?"
*Mistake: People think that just because someone is great, all good things ought to happen to this person
*Correction: God often tests those whom he loves the most..to see how strong they are and whether they'll be holding up or giving up.

-"Why do all good things come to and end?"
*Mistake: People consider the beginning of something is the end, like being in a relationship and ending it with broken hearts.
*Correction: The best things in life are free..they are always there, they were born with no mother, we're just too blind to see the good things in every little tiny thing.

-"Why is this happening to me?"
*Mistake: I'm the only one who's been into this.
*Correction: NO..we all have been through these situations honey, everyone takes his share in this life.

-"Love's always not been on my side"
*Mistake: I'm always alone, no one ever loved me.
*Correction: Plenty of girls/guys had a crush on you but you didn't notice, it just was never the right time to love.
There's a quote I gotta say here "There are times when we shall seek love, but there are also times when we shall let love come to us".
Just let love come to you and it will be perfect.

-And all this nagging about how life sucks and how we're living victims of our society..well, we ARE a part of this society, it's impossible to say that we're not by any mean causing any corruptions..None is perfect you know.

And at the end..Life will never treat you the way you want, Be smart and seize the happy moments, take your share of cries and tears..but never stop smiling =))