1. You can keep my silence if you want to, right now, the moments between my silence and my words are much stronger.
2. Will you be my book?
3. I've often wondered, when in so much pain, what really is pain and how does it feel. The next moment is always a numb moment.
4. You've deluded me by being too far and too near at once.
5. I know I'll regret every moment you made me hate you. 
6. Hate is a strong word. I wonder if we ever gave someone the true sense of hatred.
7. Not even a million words would tell you anything. Anything.
8. Can we walk anti-clockwise? I'd undo so much with you and enjoy it.
9. You need to stop feeling for a while to feel again, to really feel again.
10. I'm in love with my saddest lesson ever, my old heartbroken soul and broken love story, I'm in love with its pain now.
11. If I said that I enjoy being numb, does that mean I'm lying, because technically, being numb is about feeling nothing, not even enjoyment.
12. You could only be a book character, nothing more. At least not to me. Otherwise I won't be able to stop loving you.
13. I could see a rainbow of books just by the mere thought of you. God, what you evoke is beautiful.
14. I'd love to be the remains of your memory.
15. I could be the word you're reading if I wanted to, you know I could. I could make you think this is all about you when it's not. I could delude you the way you deluded me, I could do just about anything to tell you that I do not love you, but it would only mean I love you a lot more than what I pretend, and fail to pretend, to do. Ugh..

1. Can you choose your dreams before sleep?
2. How can you guarantee the ending if you cannot even philosophize about the beginning?
3. When the sky turns amber, is it really a sign of anger or just a vague ending for the day?
4. Does not having war necessarily mean peace?
5. How is an issue tackled with silence?
6. It's really hard sometimes to distinguish words from silence, isn't it?
7. Would you judge me if I said I'd judge you by the book you're reading?
8. How many lines did you read and never felt? Or shall I ask the opposite question?
9. Did you ever wish for colors to resemble real emotions?
10. When was the last time you really, really, thought about your death?

Felt that? Read again. Simple math.

1. After seeing people like you, I'm pretty damn sure you won't feel sympathy in your heart over my death for this country.
2. Stop the whys and ask the hows, please.
3. It's a bit ironic to say that the best things I write are always when I don't write.
4. You might have learned your lesson, but you're acting upon it the wrong way, which pushes you back to point zero.
5. Insanity is bulletproof, too.
6. Let's be honest here, we'll never agree to disagree.
7. When governments disagree, only people pay the price.
8. To me, you walk anticlockwise.
9. I judge you by the book you're reading
10. Being a writer sometimes makes you wonder if you're a prisoner of words or words are a prisoner of you.
11. Sometimes things that don't make sense in this life are the only things that make sense
12. you've gotta run out of your "if only's" one day.
13. The more people you know, the more faces you will have to deal with in your own persona.
14. I don't know how you do it, but you do. You inspire so beautifully that it's so devastating.
15. The worst part about growing up is not when you don't understand people's behaviors, but when you don't understand your own.
16. Do not expect more, expect less. Or better, expect nothing. At all.

Those are some thoughts written on twitter, I thought I'd save them just for a memory :)

1- Questions that will free you might have answers that will imprison you again.

2- Not everyone talks in words.

3- Black is not always a color.

4- Sometimes you write a thousand words to explain one meaning that everyone else failed to explain, too.

5- Dance with your shadow; it's the only way you'd make peace with your true self.

6- You'll get angry with the wrong people, you must someday.

7- Your brain is a double-edged weapon.

8- Have you ever given something without truly, truly, wanting something back?

9- The only way to risk being you is to risk not being you.

10-Sometimes it's best to shut up.

Things I miss:

1- Your moonlit eyes.
2- The city, sunken 'neath cloudless skies.
3- Hearts mystified 'tween wakefulness and slumber.
4- Rooftops overlooking the stardust.
5- The hideout of silence within words and smiles.
6- Your extravagant enthusiasm.
7- The never-ending-and-until-sunrise talks.
8- Not having to think of you.
9- Music in falling raindrops.
10- The new season.

Image by Tripeak -Deviantart-

# 1 and 6 are dedicated to my two best friends.
# 5 and 7 are dedicated to Cei.
Every other one makes sense if you know what I'm going through (:

I only cried once in my whole life while writing something, 4 years ago. It was too personal to my heart that I couldn't stop. This is the second personal thing that I count. Although this time it made me smile [:

1-The colossal oceans.
2- A full moon could never burn alone.
3- Your lustful beauty.
4-The echoes of your existence scatter my everything.
5-Spring moments in Autumnal days.
6- Smile of the chameleon.
7- The telltale.
8-A book, never completely finished.
9- A flicker of light.
10- The chimera of dancing in a masquerade.
11-The pirouette.
12- Fatigued eyes running after a memory invisible.
13- Memory-painted pictures are ever indelible.
14-Prayers before the aurora.
15-Death is never too far.


Inspired~