On You, Because of Me.

1. You can keep my silence if you want to, right now, the moments between my silence and my words are much stronger.
2. Will you be my book?
3. I've often wondered, when in so much pain, what really is pain and how does it feel. The next moment is always a numb moment.
4. You've deluded me by being too far and too near at once.
5. I know I'll regret every moment you made me hate you. 
6. Hate is a strong word. I wonder if we ever gave someone the true sense of hatred.
7. Not even a million words would tell you anything. Anything.
8. Can we walk anti-clockwise? I'd undo so much with you and enjoy it.
9. You need to stop feeling for a while to feel again, to really feel again.
10. I'm in love with my saddest lesson ever, my old heartbroken soul and broken love story, I'm in love with its pain now.
11. If I said that I enjoy being numb, does that mean I'm lying, because technically, being numb is about feeling nothing, not even enjoyment.
12. You could only be a book character, nothing more. At least not to me. Otherwise I won't be able to stop loving you.
13. I could see a rainbow of books just by the mere thought of you. God, what you evoke is beautiful.
14. I'd love to be the remains of your memory.
15. I could be the word you're reading if I wanted to, you know I could. I could make you think this is all about you when it's not. I could delude you the way you deluded me, I could do just about anything to tell you that I do not love you, but it would only mean I love you a lot more than what I pretend, and fail to pretend, to do. Ugh..