I only cried once in my whole life while writing something, 4 years ago. It was too personal to my heart that I couldn't stop. This is the second personal thing that I count. Although this time it made me smile [:

1-The colossal oceans.
2- A full moon could never burn alone.
3- Your lustful beauty.
4-The echoes of your existence scatter my everything.
5-Spring moments in Autumnal days.
6- Smile of the chameleon.
7- The telltale.
8-A book, never completely finished.
9- A flicker of light.
10- The chimera of dancing in a masquerade.
11-The pirouette.
12- Fatigued eyes running after a memory invisible.
13- Memory-painted pictures are ever indelible.
14-Prayers before the aurora.
15-Death is never too far.


Inspired~

I've got a lonely sun shining with debility in my skies.

(Am I colorblind because I'm dreaming, or I'm dreaming because I'm colorblind?)

Love, once carved on bleeding stones,
never attained to beating.
And I, looking at the tidal waves;
tomorrow didn't bring any wonders

How did your sadness creep in to my dreams?

You
-dreams thief-
sift the vitality, and bereave
me of my strength

(Your colorful world left nothing to my almost-colorless life.
How could you?)

Once upon a time the nirvana of my dreams
walked into my life and I was
as alive as can be

(You promised tomorrow it'd end)

Tonight the fullness of the moon
leaves me stranded ashore,
and I don't believe in forever, yet
I don't believe in you..

Can you heal an unbroken heart?

Your image is getting old in my sleep,
It's as hideous as a relinquished book.
And I could only see you in black and white-
Release me, I'm jaded..

Would you color my dreams?


Written November 24.09 11:39 pm.

Don't dance on my songs
you kill the ecstasy that keeps me alive..

I traced the shadows of yesterday
only to find your footprints
engraved on my heart-
I still remember you.

I watch the day fade to night,
breathing an old love I could not visualize;
perhaps a mere picture of a hazy dream-

ambiguity ...


10:35 PM.

Please don't give me broken dreams
yet ask me to fix them;
I'm anything but a dreamer.

I trod the shards of memories
-yours and mine-
and let my two feet hemorrhage,
Staining the visions of yesterdays.
(Dear, they're a wreck)

Satisfied?

This ambiguity is never-ending
You're a foe to my pretending
(I don't love you)

Some things are better left unsaid
and I'm nothing..
but a coward.

You are the reason to my unreason..

Written 27th of October.09. 10:03 PM.
"Too late to notice my existence, I've already faded to the darkest you can see" -Me.

My senses are tangled with disbelief, as you blurt with nonsensical apologetic words. Like a shell exasperating the waves of the sea, I fall smash-hearted; gashed.
"I don't believe in love"

You beseech me for believing, yet leer me for those lies I painted upon your sickening skin-I'm inflicted with love's curse.
"I never lied"

You're like a riddle, idiotic once solved..or perhaps a labyrinth? I never believed in you anyway..
I caress your heart with my sword, you slay my senses with your cruelty; a massacre.
"You're imbecile"

I carry the remnants of my crumbled world and forget that, for one moment, you loved me.
You leave..too.
"I never believed in love..it's cliché.."



I just wanted to write something with this title :) call it a poem, or not.
Written October 13th.09 9:40 PM