Today
the stench of memories lingers
while I
carry you on the palm of my hand
-like a vivid dream-
urging to smash you to pieces
You were
just a dream
today you are
a sickening reality
that creeps through the mind
and murders the heart
enjoyably..
Last night
I thought I took revenge.
however
I confused dreams
with reality
You are still there
Maybe I can't see you-
you watch me with zest
I shall imitate today and say
If looks could kill
I would've made you bleed
till death is my victory
and you'll vanish on the ground
So, tomorrow
I can walk with pride.
** Having an addiction you cannot get rid of, dreams keep haunting you at night each time you think you got over it.
This is the way it's gotta be..harder than imagined.
Thoughts of you, warm my bones...
3 months ago
Well..if looks could kill...many around me would have been sitting pretty in their graves ;-)
Sweety, addiction is something we get into involuntarily, but it's something we can get out of, if we so desire. The person who hurt our sensibilities does not get hurt by our thoughts.Never will. If it bothers someone, it's ourselves. I am sure you know this already. Take care :)
Lol..same to me honey!
Yeah you're right, in the end it's all our choices to make.