When Love And Hate Collide

Begging and Pleading
With a heart bleeding
sunrise is sunset
I cannot fake it
Lies are spread
your heart I misled
Rumors are true
I'm not in love with you
I just need to hate
The thing I did create
The feelings of lust
Are now buried with dust
I am who I am
I always seem to sham
I'm a chaotic mind
With love and hate combined
Words of non-sense
State of stupid defense
But may I tell you this?
A feeling I suppress
I'm a liar, I'll say it thorough
Hate me but, I'll still be loving you